homesick

ki-ka : Sari, Maria, Achonk, Ratna, Gia, Riana, Karin, Epit, Cella, Pinka, Gina

girls lunch, coffee shop

KANGEEEEN BANGET, hiks maksudnya kangen aja kalo kangen banget ntaaar... ih apaan sih, ka hahaha. aduh duh pokoknya gue lagi amat sangat super duper kangen sm Tembagapura. kangen rumah ; nonton acara gosip sore2 sambil makan pisang bakar keju & ngobrol ma nyokap, maen nintendo wii sama kevin, ritual di sh hv -__-, skolah, coffeeshop, metropop + new dvds library. huaaa homesick. gue juga bingung. gue lagi berada di comfort zone gue di TN. gue lagi nyaman2nya sama temen2 gue, kelas gue, pacar gue, kaka2 gue, adek2 gue, kamar gue, semua... tapi ntah kenapa gue bosen bgt. gue jenuh. gue capek hidup statis. gue ngerasa kurang istirahat :( tiap hari gue bangun dan badan gue langsung gerak otomatis kaya robot yg udah diset harus ngapain sesuai waktunya!
penat banget rasanya blm lagi si mrs. xxx (hihi udah kaya film aja, ups) haha sensi bgt nih sama gue -___-
i just don't carelah, this my life, my way, and i have my own rules. and she's just a small-not-very-important part of my high school life. i knew that i'm selfish stubborn, but she couldn't then she can't and i'm sure she won't change the way i am. nyokap gue aja gak bisa gitu loh haha, yg penting nyokap gue tetep sayang toh gue di sini ga bandel2 amat lah yaa :p
mama! aduh gak bisa kegambar deh segimana pinka kangeeeeen bgt :'( i sent her a msg this morning when i couldn't wake up from my bed. i told her that i was so tired and really2 wanted to go home. ugh ngerepotin lagi yah gue :( nyokap malah crita soal artikel yg beliau baca di majalah tentang kebosanan di comfort zone ooh i love nyokap-gaul-ku-tersayang uhuhu. she said that it depends on my desicion how to pass it gitulah.. mo seneng2, mo diratapi, ato mo dicuekin. gue milih buat ; nyuekin aja perasaan bosen gue haha. mudah2an gak kepikiran trs amin deh.
trs kegiatan gue akhir2 ini tuh cuma makan sekolah ngenet haha GENDUT DOOONG. haha. fyi yah berat gue 55 kg zz -___- nggalah gue kan olahraga, mencuci, menjemur, mengepel saat jagra, membrasso, menyemir, ehm ehm juga dong hihi walopun jarang sih :p
btw, tadi sore ada toefl preparation from LIA. OMG gue awalnya agak stres gtu jadi ruangannya dibagi berdasarkan placement test waktu itu yg katanya sih bo diranking, kaya nadia bilang unfortunately (ato alhamdulillah yaa harusnyaa?) kita dapet A1 aka Pattimura aka ruangan pertama -___- cwenya gue, nadia, vierna, angie & eryna. aduh duh gue takut aja org2nya kan expert gtoh hiks ntar takutnya gue gak nyampeee -___- haha yaudahlah semangat semangaaaaat huahaha :D walopun kelasnya agak ziiing krik krik huehehehe.